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Lost days, pictures fade.
Tuesday, March 6, 2012

One day , you will know what I've actually did.



The truth is that everything will be revealed and you will realised that it's not what you've been thinking long ago.

You are moving on now or perphaps you have already moved on.

I hope, I really hope that I'll pop up in your mind impromptully, and you will miss me.

Why am i still here holding on for nothing ?

You're moving on, so i will do the same.

Cause my chance of getting you back is almost just 5 percent out of the universe of girls.

Because you are treating me cold as if like i have camouflaged with the air.

Everyone can see me other than you.

Am i really the air in front of you ?

Just walk pass like nobody business ?

Is that the difference between friends and ex ?

Come on, you can be so friendly to your friends but why not me ?

We used to chat, laugh, play for YEARS.

Can i compare myself with your friends?

I am the one who witness your growing process, from a emo freak to now ? friendly.

Isn't that nice?

But why cant you be friendly to me?

How silly, why am i waiting.

If can, i really hope that i wont get to see you during school hours.

i dont want to.

Please dont bring the memories together with you and hunt me down like shit.

do you have any idea how deep you have hurt me ?

you know or not?

some people always say the person who make you sad is feeling more hurt that you.

i dont see that on you.

It's like im the only one hurting!

what happened to your feelings?!

GONE ?!

FREEZED ?!

WHYY.

okay fine. mirror image. AND, what comes around goes around.

Everyone will regret.

So do you really feel sorry for me before?

That you've moved?

Why the hell am i trying to get close with you again?

if that's how you treat me , trust me, somebody will treat you that one day.

you said the pain will gone after you ignored it ?

Hahaha, am i so worthless?

Can even earn the few months of your feelings there?

Then why am i still living here, like really meaningless.


changed my life.

like really really very much..

please come back to me.

please.

I will like to experience all the pain/ obstacles again than losing you.



YOU : Just remember, I was there when no one else was. - Me.