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Lost days, pictures fade.
Wednesday, February 8, 2012


See that cycle ? So i believe that we will be friends again.











Please answer me this.




I miss you.

Do you miss me ?

Okay, as for now i wanna say about the past.

when Im sec2, you bought a milkshake at small mc there.

I drank a slip of it. NAISE LIKE SHIT.

Okay, do you know that you actually introduce one song called "Like we used to" ?

And the other is "The Great Escape" ?

It was introduced when i'm still with b , the day that we went to beach, we brought sushi there ya remember ? I caught a photo of you. I still have it. (: Next post then i post! Alright, back to the topic, that day people accused that we're together. This is the reason why you introduced me that song. (:

Like we used to.

Naise song.

But can we go back to the past, like we used to ?


why you wanna get rid of me ?

you dont wanna be related to me?

are you trying to run away?

First, you deleted our group in facebook.

Second, this happened.

Avoiding huh ?


My friend , (s)he deleted his/her ex because (s)he know that (s)he will stalk him/her.

Stalking ends up with unhappiness and jealousy.

therefore, (s)he deleted his/her ex.


And what's your reason ? Thought you say we still can contact?

soooooooooooo are you going to deleted me in fb sooner?

idk. please dont.


You seems upset today. What actually happened ?

I dont even dare to text you anymore.

Because i seriously hate single word replies.

scared that there's really no topic for us to chat with.

fear that once i texted you, you will explode like a volcano.

fear that I'm the one who irritates you.

fear this and fear that.


I hope you're fine now. I will support you mentally.

Pardon me for not being beside you to motivate you, to cheer you up.

Sorry, because i dont know how to face you.

what should i do when you're standing in front of me ?

my mind will be blank.

wordless.

hope there's nothing happened in your house.

hope your parents will support whatever you want to do.

but sadly, parents is the biggest.

we have to obey them.


If can, i really hope that they know what im feeling, know what their son feeling, is this what he like ?, breaking up with his gf because of studies?

come on, i helped him in studies before.

fine. they biggest. I will shut my mouth.

I hope that after O , you will text me. like really.

how you feel of me now ?

Is it fading love?

PAST ?


why are you surrender your love to fate ?

aint fate want us to stay together?

why you gave up so easily like as if i hurt you that much that you can easily get rid of those pain, and me ?


Dear fate ,

Please give me back my love. I need him. Please dont be cruel to me. Please cover the distance that is in between us. Please tell him to text me when i need him, and after O levels. Thank you, and I love you. So you must love me back and treat me well.

-qing.


Alright i shall stop here and go to my lalaland lo! ^^

anyways, i have to wait for next year march then i can take back my N level canvas board. :/


Whale you be mine ? Like we used to.