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Lost days, pictures fade.
Wednesday, February 29, 2012

FOREVER 21




Hey there, do you still remember this?

I used to say that I wanna work in there.

Forever 21, represents our monversary date.

TWENTY-ONE.

So we ended up like this and the "forever" which is in front of the 21 dies?

It's not you that hurt me, it's the memories.

You didn't realised that you went through many many tons of things with your beloved one until he's not yours anymore.

Today , i saw "Oreo Cheesecake" on twitter.

Still remember, we baked that at your house.

We both had fun yeah? (:

It just made me to the lowest of the rollar coaster, the emotional state.


"What comes around, goes around" , I finally knew how you felt for the past few years in tpss.

The feeling of admiring your secret admirer is really really bad.

What's more?

I have bf at that time.

What keeps you holding on whenever you told yourself to give up on me in the past ?

You said you just cant give up.

Last year, you've got me.

Your effort never fails.

Yet this year, it's all the opposite.

We're singles.

You're ignoring me.

In other words, you're avoiding me.

Im like the air, colourless, you cant see me.

I have one thing that i never tell you before.

It is that, i told myself that we can last for at least three years. (:

Who knows we ended in this state of strangers?

You have the choice to keep this relationship secretly.

But you never.

You told me that your parents want us break in order for you to focuz in your Os.

I said your choice.

I respect you. Respect your decision too.

In the end you broke with me.

You gave up this relationship.

Dont you think it's a waste because this isnt all you wanted for the past few years?

You are wasting your efforts.

Well, you're showing me that you're moving on.

Hope you're doing fine yourself, without me.

As for me, i will stay strong.

I will put the silly smile on my face, even if it's a fake one.

As long as other people are happy, why not?

Im not that selfish.

In front of you , I will be myself.

I will be happy, without you because you set me free.

So i must be happy..

Freedom is all i wanted last time.

Thanks for giving me that now.

I shall blog next time.

I need to chill.